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Heed the words of a Psycho!
On The 01-09-05, The Baka Is Currently....
Feeling...Remoseful
Listening To...Magic by the Cars
Wearing...MASH shirt and MASH Pjs
Talking to...no one
Eating...nada
Drinking...Pepsi One
Reading...Too many books!
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Can You See Me?
Friday, November 29, 2002 |
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Ramble Topic One: And this is why I hate the world/people
Hersheydogg = Mo, NoGlasses4Me = Shawn (old best {boy} friend)
HersheyDogg: It's true that the nice guys finish last but they'll always pull ahead
HersheyDogg: I'm sorry that I'm not your friend anymore...though I wish I could be
NoGlasses4Me: yeah nice guys tend to pull their heads
NoGlasses4Me: whatever that means
NoGlasses4Me: anyways hey your the one makin that choice not me
HersheyDogg: what choice?
HersheyDogg: the choice to be your friend or just trying to be a "nice guy"
NoGlasses4Me: something like that
HersheyDogg: i want to know where I went wrong...why I lost a relationship that I cherished above most others...I'm sorry
NoGlasses4Me: Social life won.
NoGlasses4Me: Sorry.
HersheyDogg: pfft, social life, what a joy that is, though it is rather fun
HersheyDogg: what you cherish popularity over a friend?
NoGlasses4Me: Sorry.
NoGlasses4Me: You'll learn someday too
HersheyDogg: damn you're shallow
NoGlasses4Me: Once you get tired of being name called, made fun of, talked behind your back
HersheyDogg: like I care?
HersheyDogg: I'm used to it now
HersheyDogg: 'sides I have ppl that will protect me
NoGlasses4Me: Not somethin to be proud of really.
HersheyDogg: yeah, but that is life
NoGlasses4Me: Sure, but your reputation will now proceed you wherever you go
HersheyDogg: the popular thing is not always the right thing, and the right thing is not always popular
HersheyDogg: yeah, so? I have caring friends that i know that i can depend on and have
NoGlasses4Me: How many?
HersheyDogg: lets see....names or count?
NoGlasses4Me: Count
HersheyDogg: okay
HersheyDogg: give me a sec
HersheyDogg: 15
HersheyDogg: close circle 5
HersheyDogg: so that's 20
NoGlasses4Me: Any boyfriends?
HersheyDogg: yeah
NoGlasses4Me: Not boys and friends
NoGlasses4Me: boy-friends
NoGlasses4Me: relationship
HersheyDogg: yes
NoGlasses4Me: you do anything?
HersheyDogg: That's between me and my guy
NoGlasses4Me: Scared to tell?
HersheyDogg: No, I have nothing be ashamed of
NoGlasses4Me: Then what?
HersheyDogg: ::smile:: Nada
HersheyDogg: and I've had the same boyfiend for the past six months
NoGlasses4Me: Well, since I've cleaned up my act I've had two girlfriends at EHS
HersheyDogg: yeah but how long have they lasted?
NoGlasses4Me: Two months.
HersheyDogg: did they really care for you
NoGlasses4Me: Yes.
HersheyDogg: a deep down caring that would last even after you broke up and you could still be the best of friends
NoGlasses4Me: No.
NoGlasses4Me: The world aint like that
HersheyDogg: I started out great friends with mine then it just hit off
NoGlasses4Me: You cant be all goody goody utopia goodie goodie and expect to survive and live in a dream
HersheyDogg: and guess what? It's worked for me
HersheyDogg: hell, life is great why spoil it with petty things?
NoGlasses4Me: Life is not great, life sucks.,
NoGlasses4Me: Life is hell.
HersheyDogg: cherish the things that God has given you and use them for his will
HersheyDogg: Nate has helped me open my heart to Jesus and well, life is good
HersheyDogg: I have nothing to regret and if I died tonight I know that I would be in heaven
NoGlasses4Me: I wouldnt be.
NoGlasses4Me: And I dont regret that either.
HersheyDogg: and I don't care what you say, I am glad to be called a Christian and I will DIE for my faith
HersheyDogg: and I will follow the ten commandments to the best of my abilities because I have the will power to do so unlike most ppl in this world
NoGlasses4Me: You can be christian and actually be popular
HersheyDogg: yeah, but can you show it in front of ppl that would kill you for your faith?
NoGlasses4Me: Are we living in Iraq
NoGlasses4Me: ???
HersheyDogg: it happens everyday
HersheyDogg: you just never see it
HersheyDogg: in the US
NoGlasses4Me: I'm sure kids are killing eachother at EHS for believing in God
NoGlasses4Me: yes?
HersheyDogg: not at EHS but around the states ppl are being killed on the streets, school shootings
NoGlasses4Me: I've personally seen 10 uzis and 1 assault rifle in school
HersheyDogg: becuase they carry the name of God on their hearts
you'd get beat up anywayz
NoGlasses4Me: I opened up my lcoker one day and I had a present from someone, it was a 44 hand pistol
NoGlasses4Me: I mean jeez Maureen your a bit...uh..GULLIBLE
HersheyDogg: not really
HersheyDogg: not anymroe
HersheyDogg: *anymore
HersheyDogg: people change and grow up
NoGlasses4Me: Yes, i've changed, and I've grown up
HersheyDogg: for the worse
HersheyDogg: the popular thing is not always the right thing, and the right thing is not always popular
HersheyDogg: can you follow that basis
HersheyDogg: it can lead to a simple, happy life
NoGlasses4Me: Okay well enjoy your slow torture at Metro
HersheyDogg: I am not saying that my outlook on life is true but you know, lead your life as a christian and well, I guess you'll be find, don't let the Devil get the better of ya
NoGlasses4Me: with people talking about you
NoGlasses4Me: the other christians.
HersheyDogg: they aren't christians
HersheyDogg: they're just wearing the name
HersheyDogg: and I'll continue to pray for them
HersheyDogg: anywayz, the name Maureen no longer holds a meaning to me, I prefer Mo
HersheyDogg: so, is the reason why you won't be my friend is because I am this "unpopular"?
HersheyDogg: and that i try to be a nice girl?
NoGlasses4Me: I appreciate your being nice, but yes, you are 'this unpopular'
NoGlasses4Me: and I was sick and tired of bein talked about behind me bac
NoGlasses4Me: And being classified in the same sentence with stuart and lawrence.
HersheyDogg: Lawrence is an awesome guy
HersheyDogg: Stuart...is somewhere in the next world
HersheyDogg: what the hell does the world offer you?
NoGlasses4Me: A life
NoGlasses4Me: a decent one
NoGlasses4Me: try going to college and getting by with that
HersheyDogg: what? I have one and the friends that come with it
NoGlasses4Me: Oh, and the fact you think lawrence....who's not quite a guy..is an awesome guy, tells me a lot right there.
HersheyDogg: you don't know what true friendship is...
NoGlasses4Me: True friendship, apparently, is barney and his friends singing I love you you love me.
HersheyDogg: true friendship is Aly or Lawrence...someone I can always count on when my life goes downhill
NoGlasses4Me: Lawrence, if you havent noticed, is quite gay
NoGlasses4Me: Literally
NoGlasses4Me: Homosexual
HersheyDogg: no he isn't
HersheyDogg: I know for the fact
NoGlasses4Me: What, did he kiss you?
NoGlasses4Me: He kissed Furry at school
NoGlasses4Me: he has this gay friend at school, literally, he like hugs and walks around with
HersheyDogg: and things the believe won't come from your mouth
NoGlasses4Me: that he's buddy buddy, probably butt buddy buddy, walkin around with.
HersheyDogg: *that I
HersheyDogg: you don't know
HersheyDogg: you don't know anyone
NoGlasses4Me: Oh I know what I see with lawrence. And furry.
NoGlasses4Me: And this other gay guy that wears tight shirts and pants that he walks around and makes lunch dates with.
NoGlasses4Me: WHICH HE DID
NoGlasses4Me: I heard him
HersheyDogg: I'll know it when I see it
NoGlasses4Me: And eveyone else at PE did too
HersheyDogg: whatever
NoGlasses4Me: What do you actually see in lawrence?
HersheyDogg: his heart, the love he shows for people that give him a chance, his creative soul, the ability his has to connect with life
NoGlasses4Me: Let me ask you this: Has lawrence ever, in all the years you've known him, exhibited any kind of romantic feelings towards you even though you both work in close proximity and are great friends?
HersheyDogg: yeah
NoGlasses4Me: And? What happened with that?
HersheyDogg: I know he has a crush on me
HersheyDogg: he told me
HersheyDogg: at the movies one time
NoGlasses4Me: And? What happened with it?
HersheyDogg: and I've talked to him
HersheyDogg: I told him maybe if he got his act together with his classes and grades
HersheyDogg: then ya I would consider it
NoGlasses4Me: Whens the last time you've seen lawrence
NoGlasses4Me: ?
HersheyDogg: sometime over the summer
HersheyDogg: I don't know when
HersheyDogg: went over to his house and hung out then went to the movies
HersheyDogg: though I tlak to him once a week on my cell phone
NoGlasses4Me: Are you still into pokemon?
HersheyDogg: the crappest Anime on earth? No
HersheyDogg: Kenshin, Evangelion, Slayers, Love Hina, and the like are more my speed
NoGlasses4Me: Have you ever had sex?
HersheyDogg: no and I don't intend to till I'm married
HersheyDogg: Anywayz, good night. I'll pray for you to lead a more God pleasing life.
Whoa...went all out religious in some places....yeah well...I have strong beliefs and I will stand by them....Thanks to Sage, Kerry, and Timmy. Aly and V...I wish you were on....but them three, thank you for everything. You're the greatest! All hail the Commies! And they're great and mighty leader, Timmy!
T3H B4K4 last Rambled @
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