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wRamblings of a Giggling Baka |
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Heed the words of a Psycho!
On The 01-09-05, The Baka Is Currently....
Feeling...Remoseful
Listening To...Magic by the Cars
Wearing...MASH shirt and MASH Pjs
Talking to...no one
Eating...nada
Drinking...Pepsi One
Reading...Too many books!
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Can You See Me?
Sunday, December 08, 2002 |
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Not in the mood to stick topic title in...
::sighs:: I've really screwed up in life,haven't I? I've never noticed 'till yesterday the way I've treated Stuart is the way I was treated by Shawn...'Do Unto Others What You Want Done Unto Yourself' or however it goes...good saying...should be part of the G.G.P. handbook that it should...I suck don't I? I'm a hypocrite to my own little teachings. I used someone else to make myself feel better and kept telling myself it was the right thing to do. HA! Lies! Complete and total Lies! How stupid can I be? Very...to treat someone like shit becuase I thought it would make me feel better. LIES! DAMN IT ALL! IT'S COMPLETE AND TOTAL LIES!
Why...why Can't I be the person I want to be? Why did do the thing I most detest in life? Why? Why?
Becuase I'm an idiot. Not a Baka. No. Baka is a good thing. Saying idiot in english is degrading myself to that of a Prep...::sighs:: There's a reason I'm doing this, isn't there...what would it be? TO make myself feel big and tall. That I'm just not a little whiny bitch like i was in 8th? Humph...I'm a hypocrite...plain and simple...I can't even follow my own teachings...I want to help people. No matter who they are. I want to be known as that quiet person that's willing to do anything for a friend but am I living up to that title that I wish to inherit? No...I'm slowly falling into the ways of the most hated...because I can't even keep my own feelings at check...what can i do...what can I do....::sniffles::
T3H B4K4 last Rambled @
12:05:00 PM
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