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Heed the words of a Psycho!
On The 01-09-05, The Baka Is Currently....
Feeling...Remoseful
Listening To...Magic by the Cars
Wearing...MASH shirt and MASH Pjs
Talking to...no one
Eating...nada
Drinking...Pepsi One
Reading...Too many books!
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Can You See Me?
Wednesday, December 11, 2002 |
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Ramble Topic One: Uhhh...School?
Yes, school. ::smiles sadly:: The seniors graduate...the juniors become the seniors...the sophomores the juniors...and then me, the freshmen, become the sophomores...and a whole new crew of Freshies come in and the process starts all over, right? ::shakes her head:: I love school this year. I am so gonna miss Ashley, Eva, and Timmy. The three seniors that even say hello to me. But I'll miss John S. and Zach. Two people are cool to talk too. It's gonna be sad when they leave....Frowning and crying are never the way to go. A smile and a laugh and life will go one to be a happy thing. I suppose. That's my theory and it worked in 8th grade graduation. I cried only after I received a hug from my favorite teacher. Then I just start balling. I miss my teachers though I could careless about the students. Well, I care. I just don't care THAT much. And when Jen, Britt, and Aly graduated...I only cried during the song that two very talented singers sang. ::sighs:: I miss Jenny dearly. I wish I could get a hold of her. She is so cool! So strong and nice. And people thought she was mean! She's one of the nicest persons I've ever met. I hope I wasn't an annoying little twit to her...she was one of the coolest pplz I've ever met. I wonder if she moved...If she did I hope she's well. If not, I'd say it's time to play track down at the 10:30 service to find her.
School...such a dreary yet joyful thing. I could live without the preps and some of the teachers but I could not live without my friends that I have made this year and years past. I know that I am growing up...Aly says that I've matured a lot within the past couple of years unlike Stuart and some of the other freshmen...I've tried to be a good person and live up to my morals. Violence solves nothing only a few chosen words can change a person's day. Perhaps even their life. I'm sad or depressed to all those that are reading this. And I know of at least three people that do. I'm just reflecting on the future and past and applying past logics to today's lives.
Ramble Topic Two: Angel I am...
Hmm...V(anessa) says that I'm an angel. I think she's surprised that anyone would care to be kind to someone they've never met. ::shakes her head:: Angel? Me? Ha...I wish. I'm just a nutty little psycho. All the quizzies I take regradless of my mood will always come out with 'Angel' or 'Kind, Caring, Gentle' or something of the like. It's odd...to think me...Mo, would get those sort of results. Oddness it is. I'm supposed to be doing Extra Credit but some rambling is in store for me.
All I do is stick to kindness. I try nothing less. In my eyes, gossip is stupid. Materalism is not essential for living. All you need to sruvive is a good friend and of course God. I've set high strandrads for myself this year.
No crying because there's no reason. It only shows that the preps have broken you down into a pile of pebbles.
No gossip because it's stooping down to a level that is below my mine.
No cursing because there's no point to four letter words that hold less meaning then the things happening around you at the time.
I won't be mean. I won't stooped down to the level of a prep. I'll try my best to be friendly and kind. Leading a hand and perhaps advice to those who need it. To bring a smile to someone who is down is a joyful thing. I love being nice. It brings a more peaceful feeling to me. It lets me know that I am doing something right with my life. I'll live and die by my princples if it came down to that. Faith rather. My princples are only based off the Bible and its teachings.
I know I'm smart. I know that people at my school are smart. I'm just curious why they can't follow the simple teachings of the Bible. I mean they are Christians right? Gossip is breaking the 8th Commandment. (I've done extensive study on the 8th commandment...I've analyzed it and all....) They're basicly murdering a person with their words. The world saddens me...I can't see how people can treat people so cruelly. ::shakes her head:: There is a reason why I dispise people and why I only like the person.
A little lesson. People are preps and the like that hang in groups and think alike, talk alike, and the like. They're idiots.
Persons are the indivisduals...they have they're own way of messing with life and all. They're the cool ones.
Anywayz...they call me an Angel...but really...can any human be possible to achieve that sort of calm and peacefulness? Can any human being be an Angel?
Ramble Topic Three: Groundation is a Bad Thing
Ahhh, if you know me you know what this one is about. Nate. Yes, that THING(not excatly a thing more like a cute, huggable plushie! ^_^;; Remember, you don't me.). ::shakes her head:: I know you three are sick and tired about hearing about Nate this and Nate that. But what can I say? I'm just this sad little pathetic being that just happens to be in love. In love...hmm...the trust form of love is the love that Jesus gives us but...what about the earthly love? With Nate I know we started out on the Philos level and I know we were still there just maybe a little farther then we were before. I don't think we started out on Eros, the self loving thing. I know we care about each other but how deeply does it go? I've been afraid to bring up this subject with Nate...I know he avoids it too. What will happen after we break up when do? Will we still be friends? I certainly hope so because then perhaps if I messed up this relationship in some way I can go back and fix it...He's one of the closest friends I have. I tell him everything I tell Aly minus certain things. (minor not major!)
Aly is by far my closest real life friend. Sage and V are as close as you can get to person online. They're dear to me. I never want to loose touch with them. Then there's of course Ross. That insane nutcase that is said to be my evil half. Nate, Ross, Aly, V, and Sage. My ring of closest. ::shakes her head::
To the topic sentence thingy. Yes...nate is grounded....sadly. I hope we can still go to the Homecoming. I want to see him so badly! ::gets that dreamy look:: Naaaate....Love...such a thing. I believe in love at first sight. I know that many don't. Instincts tell some people differently though. First you see the person and get to know them. Then the feelings start. That's how you know it's love. It may just be a puppy love or it could be true. You never know till you see.
Meanings run deep in the words you say. Say the right things and the meanings will become clear for you and for those that are close to you.
Ramble Topic Four: Freaky little story
Okay, so. I ran up to Melissa have Spanish Class to talk to her. We get down the Freshmen Dungeon to the stairs and while we are walking, I'm waving around my binder that has pretty little stickers and the like in them. All of a sudden this THING comes flying foward and yells "BOO!" Then you here this CRACK. That's when I noticed my binder had connected with Cate's head. The poor short potato. She stumbled foward and fell holding her head. I was in hysteria. Apploligizing for all I was worth. The poor girl now has this purple welt on her head.
Moral of the story today kiddies is....Never sneak up on someone who's waving around a binder. It may just hit you in the face.
This is the end of Today's Rambles. Please Come Again Tomorrow.
T3H B4K4 last Rambled @
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