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wRamblings of a Giggling Baka |
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Heed the words of a Psycho!
On The 01-09-05, The Baka Is Currently....
Feeling...Remoseful
Listening To...Magic by the Cars
Wearing...MASH shirt and MASH Pjs
Talking to...no one
Eating...nada
Drinking...Pepsi One
Reading...Too many books!
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Can You See Me?
Saturday, June 21, 2003 |
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Ramble Topic: Through Hell and Back
::look of sadness:: I really do love Stuart...he's one of my greatest friends and like a little brother to me. He's always been there ya know...I really should try to be a better friend at times. Let me show ya something that I think I haven't shown anyone yet...
CruelJungle: ::tears of pain and sorrow roll down face:: i don't want you to die, mo
CruelJungle: promise me you'll always be here for me
CruelJungle: i'mm always be here for you
HersheyDogg: ::hug:: I will
CruelJungle: i luv you like a sister and i always will, i'll always be in youre heart, and you'll always be in mine
HersheyDogg: did the story hit home?
CruelJungle: did it make me cry?
HersheyDogg: yeah
CruelJungle: u mean
CruelJungle: oh yeah
HersheyDogg: ::hug:: sorrry
HersheyDogg: I didn't mean it to
CruelJungle: :'(:'(
HersheyDogg: that was my first attempt at a real life situation story
CruelJungle: but the cyberhug did good things for my heart
CruelJungle: mo can i make a confession to u?
HersheyDogg: sure
CruelJungle: i have always thought this: when i first met u, i thought u were an angel, drying my tears of sorrow and pain that were caused from the jokes and nasty remarks of other kids
CruelJungle: thank you
CruelJungle: so much
CruelJungle: ::tear:
HersheyDogg: really? I remember when you were crying at GSLS one time for something that someone said...
CruelJungle: yeah
CruelJungle: but you were there for me
HersheyDogg: it's what friend's do
CruelJungle: i luv you
CruelJungle: youre the best friend i guy could EVER have
HersheyDogg: even in times I act stupid and pretend I ain't your friend, my heart still showers you with love....I tend to be stupid at times
HersheyDogg: ^_^;;
CruelJungle: ^.^
CruelJungle: sage taught me that 1
HersheyDogg: heh
HersheyDogg: gotta love the smilies
CruelJungle:
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^_^
CruelJungle: devil
CruelJungle: O:-)
CruelJungle: angel <-------- that's u
HersheyDogg: maybe
CruelJungle: i kno
I don't know...I believe him...though a lot of people don't. They say he's just trying to butter me up....but I don't believe that. He's a damn good person. He's hyper and stuff but all well. His heart is in a good place.
::sighs:: I don't know...After today...damn. I just wanna take Stuart home with me. Him and Suzy. I don't wanna leave them at their house but there's nothing I can do. Sandra is...an interseting person...she brought a lot of stuff onto herself today. But Cookies...I just wish people wouldn't yell.
I can not stand yelling...that is like my weak spot. You yell at me, especially if you are close to me, I'll just break. Nothing will be left of me...I wanted to Stuart and just run off to my place or something with him. I didn't want to leave him there....every family has its problems I guess...::sighs:: I just wish those problems didn't involve my friends.
Stuart really is a good guy...I wish people would look past his hyperness and everything and see the heat in him...I had to look too for a second time this year...I've been such a witch towards him this last year...God only knows why Stuart wants to be my friend still.
I am so gonna try better to be a better person. For him especially...he's such a good guy.
I will be the better person...I will not make fun of him or hurt him. I will not follow the crowd and leave him in the dark. I will be there for him.
I will be the friend that he makes me out to be.
T3H B4K4 last Rambled @
10:09:00 PM
Cookies?-[ Cookies!]
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