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wRamblings of a Giggling Baka |
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Heed the words of a Psycho!
On The 01-09-05, The Baka Is Currently....
Feeling...Remoseful
Listening To...Magic by the Cars
Wearing...MASH shirt and MASH Pjs
Talking to...no one
Eating...nada
Drinking...Pepsi One
Reading...Too many books!
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Can You See Me?
Friday, July 18, 2003 |
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Anywho, news day.
First off, guess what i did yesterday. I got a double piercing in my ears! I love it! It's 8mm white gold studs. Totally love them! It didn't hurt either surprisingly. Isn't that cool? Hehehe...but I did think I was gonna die after a bit. Gosh, it scared me, ya know. I'm sitting counting to ten and like on seven I go..'Six, ouch, eight...' Hehehehe. It was amusing to me. I love my jewels....I am so attached to three silver rings(one from mexico, one from Nate, one from mom from Ireland), my silver watch(from my g-ma), my silver necklace(from my aunt from Finland/Norway/Sweeden), and of course my two sets of silver earrings. Hehehhehe...as my mom says, they all match my braces. Isn't my mom just darling at times? ::smiles happily and laughs:: Just gotta love my mom....
Uhhh....not sure what else is new....uhhh....
Oh! Godspell on Tuesday!! Weeeee!! Should be soooo coooooool! I can not wait for that!
Swim party at Sarah's I guess on Saturday...I can wait for that.
Cookies....something is damn well wrong with me.
And I can not figure it out. I'm happy, then all of sudden I'm blah! This isn't ME!
Me = Bouncy, Happy, Laughing/Giggling, Smiling, Friendly
And I'm NOT what I usually am! GRAAAAH!
It's either cause I'm stressed, hitting a breaking point......
I miss Nate....
That's what it is.
He's my sunshine on a rainy day, ya know? I mean my friends are too...but he's just something more then that...He makes me feel complete and floaty. I can't ever be sad around him...usually. There are the occasional days when life sucks too much and I need him to pull me back.
I love him. I really do. He's always there for me, he's my saving grace. He's brought me closer to my faith and has helped me so much other the years....He's been my motivation for my weight loss. I'd do anything to make him happy and I know he would do the same.
Man...I want him home...I want to talk to him. I want to hear his voice and have him hold me in his arms again....I wish we didn't live so far away from each other. But there's camp and he can drive.
I wish someone had a boyfriend so I could talk them about his....but no one does! It's kinda a bother...No one knows how it feels...I wish B. K. was on. She knows more then her fair share of boy knowledge and how to handle it...
::sighs:: I need my Naters....
I suppose another thing is bothering me...and i don't know how to express it...perhaps I won't...
I wish Nate was back...
T3H B4K4 last Rambled @
7:09:00 PM
Cookies?-[ Cookies!]
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