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wRamblings of a Giggling Baka |
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Heed the words of a Psycho!
On The 01-09-05, The Baka Is Currently....
Feeling...Remoseful
Listening To...Magic by the Cars
Wearing...MASH shirt and MASH Pjs
Talking to...no one
Eating...nada
Drinking...Pepsi One
Reading...Too many books!
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Can You See Me?
Monday, October 27, 2003 |
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Why...why do I have to worry and be plagued about feelings that I do not understand.....Why do I have to be jealous of someone who I know won't have what I hope I have for a long while...Why can't I be happy for those two...Why do I have to be resentful....is there something I'm missing awfully? Am I jealous for what they have(seeing each other, a new fresh relationship)? Or is there a deeper feeling underneath that all....
Why can't I understand anything....
I don't want to hurt anyone...
I just wanna be with him....Life isn't fair....how true a saying....It should be burned, screwed, and destoryed.
IM such a baka....Why...why, why, why, dang it!!
Gees...I don't know how I'm gonna fair this weekend...I hope I don't crack or go insane....but it's promising....Need cookies...or Nate...or Hugs....Nate preferrably...gees, I just want to be with him, and I can't even get that often....::sighs:: Thank GOd I get to talk to him...that saves me from a lot....
GOnna go hide now....
Im such a moron....
T3H B4K4 last Rambled @
7:28:00 PM
Cookies?-[ Cookies!]
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