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wRamblings of a Giggling Baka |
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Heed the words of a Psycho!
On The 01-09-05, The Baka Is Currently....
Feeling...Remoseful
Listening To...Magic by the Cars
Wearing...MASH shirt and MASH Pjs
Talking to...no one
Eating...nada
Drinking...Pepsi One
Reading...Too many books!
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Can You See Me?
Tuesday, December 30, 2003 |
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Without Cookies, there is no love.
Cookie crums....graaah!
::stomps her foot:: Someone should kick me right. Stupid stupid Mo!!
Grrrrrrrrr......just grr! I feel so horrid about leaving Sarah behind on New Years but I thought she was all ready doing something so I let Ashley steal me away after I canceled on Nate...
By the way, I'm really mad at myself for that. Stupid Mo. Stupid stupid Mo.
Course little Chica had to listen to this all last night but gosh cookies dang it!
I'm so freaking mad at myself for this!
Graaaah!
I'm so stupid, I'd swear.
I can not believe I am leaving her behind!
And I so can not believe I canceled on Nate just because I won't spend the night with Megan at her friend Jessica's house...I can't help it if i don't want to annoy her...we just didn't click well!
GRAAAH! ::rips up paper::
Sarah: hmm... me and my family goin' to go get fod
Mo: without Mo?
Sarah: yeah, well, we're all doin' things w/out each other nowadays
....Grrrr! I hate it all!
Badness! Badness! BAD BAD BAD!!
Lately we all seem to be breaking apart because of our stupid little fights about guys and all this shit that we keep digging into. And dang it, i swear, I am the problem of it. I usually cause all of the arguments and we all just bite at each other.
Graaaah!!
But...Ashley seems to have taken to me more so then to Sarah...I don't know...I feel sorta torn between them...and my life last year with Linds and John and Cate and Aly...i seem to be splitting from that group into this other group...and really, I'm not as happy as i am in that group as i am with Aly and co.
Aly and co. just make me laugh and laugh until I'm on the gorund rolling with an abundant of laughter!
With Sarah and co. it's...just not as fun. I don't know why...
And i know Nate liked Aly and co. so much better then he liked Sarah and co....course I didn't mingle much at that party...i feel sorta...i have no idea...i mean i know i fit in...they just seem...boring? childish?
Well, Aly and co. -are- childish but we're like all crazy and insane and do all of this silly and crazy stuff!
Sarah and co...they just walk around and talk? How interesting?
I love all of my friends that I do...each has a special place in my heart, each varying in size but to anyone that my heart belongs, I'd do anything for them.
I'd give them any money that I had, I'd help them clean up after a party or clean their house for a party....anything they wanted, i do within my power, ya know?
Without Cookies, there is no love...
Without my happy thoughts, I am nothing. Cookies is just a word that i use to summarize what I love.
My friends, my mom, my doggies, my stories, my music...everything that makes me feel better again after a hard day.
The internet is a good happy thought...on it, I found a new friend, David, and got reunited with an old friend, Shawn.
Through it, I've found Sage, Kerry, and Fizzy all whom I've shared with my crazy bunch of friends. We all love and adore those three ya know. They are some of the best people ever to walk on this earth. Even if Sage is a little blood thristy at times, she wouldn't hurt anyone she cared for....anyone else though, eek, their dead.
But yeah...so many good things and yet so many bad...
::sighs::
I vow to myself, that i am going to spend equal time with each of friends...which means...PARTIES!!
Tehehe, i gotta get a get-together going.
Let's see...for one I'd only invite my nutball friends Aly and co. with no Naters...
For another I'll invite all my gamer pulls, plus and Nate and co. for a bash with movies and games.
For another I'll bring out the Sarah and co. and we'd all do something fun else where besides my house, since it's a wee bit boring at times.
Tehehe, yes yes!
Fun things to do with my friends!
Ive finally found my optimism again. ^_^
Kudos!
T3H B4K4 last Rambled @
5:18:00 PM
Cookies?-[ Cookies!]
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