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Can You See Me? Thursday, April 22, 2004 The Up-Down Emotional Rollar Coaster sarah things...::sighs:: im so at a lost with her i mean...i felt so deeply about her and cared for her so much! and yet...it didn't really matter and now im starting to resent her and i dont want to resent her...i want to be there for her! she's just...never around when i need her....neither does she try to make plans with me and...when we do make plans, i usually arrange them...so now, im just moving on, to the Guys and the Crack Team and im becoming better friends with Lauren Gerber....it seems that we have drifted apart because...im just a plain witch and she is head over heels for a guy she can probably never have and for sure, i am so going away from here, if he's coming to college here...im definately going to Northwestern no matter what... i give up trying to be a good friend for someone who never makes the time to keep one...as much as i hate to say it...i really just give up...ive wasted so much of my energy and have made myself so...desperately sick (mentally and a wee bit phsyically) that i just cant do it anymore ::sighs:: i feel so incompenant...and a failure...and alone...i feel desperately alone. Today during Supergroup i hung around Jill, Lindsey, and John....Jill and Linds are best friends ( i think) and they have so much fun together! and i just felt out of place... and when Meggy went home i looked at her family...i wish i had at least a sibiling to confide in.. i felt so alone...just alone with no one around to talk to... Stephen and Alicia made me happy after school, i got to talk to them and learn more about them, it made me happy, hehe...yeah... I really miss Aly... >.< I miss Naters too... Actually I miss Melissa and Kari, Darci, Timmy...Ross....::sigh:: so many others...i miss them that I do.... T3H B4K4 last Rambled @ 10:41:00 PM Cookies?-[ Cookies!] What's Your Ramble? Post a Comment