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wRamblings of a Giggling Baka |
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Heed the words of a Psycho!
On The 01-09-05, The Baka Is Currently....
Feeling...Remoseful
Listening To...Magic by the Cars
Wearing...MASH shirt and MASH Pjs
Talking to...no one
Eating...nada
Drinking...Pepsi One
Reading...Too many books!
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Can You See Me?
Tuesday, November 23, 2004 |
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Y'know...in this world if you want something, you have to give it to receive it.
--If you want love, then give it away! It'll always come back.
--If you want money, then give it away! It always comes back in due time.
And trust me, this does work. It's always worked for me....
--Hate someone and they hate you in return.
--Agrue with them and they agrue too.
Everything comes back.
So...if you treat your friends like dirt, is that how you want to be treated? Are you trying to reach out to someone or lock yourself away? You say you hate that, being alone, so then why do you fight me? I want to be there for you. I know I'm there...somewhere.
I know you hate that I have the "perfect" life and the "perfect" attitude...I can't help it if I don't let things bother me. If I lived all my life worrying, then wouldn't I become just like you? Is that what you want, another clone?
I want to be me...and you need to be you.
And if the 'you' is dark and depressing, okay, that's all right. But don't take it out on those who just want to help...and if you don't want help, don't yell. Just tell me...I listen, you know I do. I've held onto your secerts and never have let them out...does that help?
But please don't yell at me for being happy....It's not my fault if that's who I am, just like it's not your fault that you're you.
Just, please, don't cuss at me or fight me unless you want that. And if you do, I'll be greatest enemy and you'll regret ever crossing paths with me.
What you give will always come back.
It goes both ways...negitive and positive.
I'm sorry if I've been distant or avoidant...but you scare me and you hurt me. I don't want to be hurt anymore...haven't I too have had enough of that? Need I suffer anymore then what I've been through...does it really matter to you anymore?
But...if you need to talk or rant, I am here, but DO NOT take your anger out on me, for what have i done to deserve such a thing.
So tell me, how does it feel....
Love and Cookies,
Mo
T3H B4K4 last Rambled @
10:13:00 PM
Cookies?-[ Cookies!]
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