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wRamblings of a Giggling Baka |
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Heed the words of a Psycho!
On The 01-09-05, The Baka Is Currently....
Feeling...Remoseful
Listening To...Magic by the Cars
Wearing...MASH shirt and MASH Pjs
Talking to...no one
Eating...nada
Drinking...Pepsi One
Reading...Too many books!
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Can You See Me?
Sunday, December 05, 2004 |
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New Hope Generation by Falling Up
I've been there before, It's all I've ever known
Looking for the face I am
Where do I go? All that's in my sight
Are darkened dreams of empty lies
Hole is there it's waiting it is real
You are only what you want to feel
I can see your eyes and they are asking
(Chorus)
We're a new hope generation
We can see the wasted lives in your faces
But we can see Messiah rise in these places
until the tears are gone
I've seen you before, you're always on your face
Trying to gfind the traces left
Hungry and tire, waiting for your need
Just hold him close he won't ever let you go
Open arms let your spirit pour
Here's the call to anybody at all who's ever had
The rise right after a fall
It's revolutional when we come like this
They can't believe we're living represenatives
It gives light unto the Gen. X and Y, resolution
With no generic reply
I stand aside a genre that's on a tear
Broken chains explain that we almost there
You think I will throw away
But I don't care what you say
Cause the one you push aside, will rule one day
you can not divide a unified youth nation
So where's my anointed now generation
~*~*~
Okay so this is totally something I wrote kinda late at night but I feel like sharing it...
This last friday, during Creative Writing Club, we were asked to write about something by describing it by what it is not. I chose the feeling, happiness (who woulda guessed). So I started to descrive it and this is what I got from it.
Happyness is not:
Evil, forlone, depressing, sadness, anger, guilty, hate, darkness, hunger, or anything bad. (kinda got bored writing about it, ^_^;;)
And as I tought about this, I started to wonder. Why was I so happy with my life? Granted I've had some minor blows to my life over the past years (it all goes down hill from 6th grade...) but ya know, I rather count my blessings then dwell on the past. Nothing seems to bothe me when it doesn't have great importance. I am bothered when my friends are but otherwise It's like, eh all well, life goes on.
I plainly just love being alive. I love the smell of the winter air, the soft touch of snowflakes on my face, or just the sound of a winter wind brewing outside my window. I love being surrounded by people and listening to their their thoughts and dreams. I never get tired of it ^_^ though I do like to talk too but yeah, hehe. Listening it is good too cause it helps you understand other people better and it also helps you to understand yourself.
I've noticed that I like to ask questions too. I like to know why things are the way they are. Why are people sad? Why are they happy? Why is the sky blue? Why do my parents fight? Why doesn't a broken heart heal? Why do teenagers say they are in love and plan their lives around one person? Why is this world the way it is...? I like to know things just for the sake of better understanding life around me. [did I warn you this would be a ramble?]
But in general, I love being alive.
I don't understand depression, sadness, or anger very well...I'm not a negitive person. Sadistic maybe but not negitive. There will always be a better day, no matter what happens the day before. Though I know of hurt and of disappoint and granted I -do- get fusterated with people a lot but that doesn't stop me. I know of losing my best friend to a guy but that still hasn't killed me. I know of a broken heart and when it feels like the world is falling down on me, but y'know, I will not give up cause tomorrow is always a better day. I will surround myself with better people, I will learn how to cope, and I will be myself.
The major downfall with Sarah was that I was becoming the person she wanted me to be. I wasn't being Mo. [The defination of Mo: always hungry, crazy, happy, brings joy, laughs at everything, enjoys life]. But now, no, I will never do that -again-.
I will laugh and love to live because that is how I cope with this thing called Life.
Hugs and Love,
Mo
~*~*~
from MASH
--We are all God's children.
-Oh, really?
--Only it's just that some of us are more childish then others.
T3H B4K4 last Rambled @
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