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wRamblings of a Giggling Baka |
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Heed the words of a Psycho!
On The 01-09-05, The Baka Is Currently....
Feeling...Remoseful
Listening To...Magic by the Cars
Wearing...MASH shirt and MASH Pjs
Talking to...no one
Eating...nada
Drinking...Pepsi One
Reading...Too many books!
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Can You See Me?
Saturday, January 01, 2005 |
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Happy New Year!
Yup...another new year.
Let us recap the old year, by month.
January 2004 - Sophomore year...bball was happening, fights with Sarah...the usual
Febuary 2004 - on the 14th I gave everyone Rose's...at least to those who I cared about.
March 2004 - Spring Tour = Hell...bought mommy a beautiful charm for her bday from Disneyland, bonded with Meaghan, fought with Sarah
April 2004 - Soccer! And Drama...
May 2004 - End of the school year...didn't talk to Ash on the last day...fought with Sarah...Sophomore year was hell.
June 2004 - Started Driver's Ed with Aly..met Seth and Megan...carpooled to CHS...had a good time
July 2004 - Service Camp! With my lover boy. And my bday month. Had an AWESOME party! Naters was at a wedding though and Sarah was in VA. (damn her)
August 2004 - Got my lisense. School started....1st chair saxophone! Also horseback riding with Ash...^_^ Awesome bday party at Lindsey's and swimming in all our clothes!
September 2004 - Carpooling with Jake, tehehe fun times. Drama....
October 2004 - Getting to know Tara majorly and Corbi too ^_^ Heheh, being amused by Abby also...great times at Drama.
November 2004 - The night of the play...getting to know Gerber and Alicia better...bball starting.
December 2004 - Bball...being moved to post and loving it. Hanging out with Tara constantly...Tping with Jake...lunch with Jill, Lauren, Stephen, Ash, and Tara.
New Year's party at Nathaniel's...an awesome way to end an okay year.
To recap - Sophomore = hell
Junior year = LOVE! ^_^
I still have my Naters...I'm not SAD!! YAAAAAAAAY! I've met a wonderful person who definately isn't a backstabbing bitch. I've become closer with so many old friends...I've met new people.
It's been a good start to a new year and I'm glad I've finally let go of the past...I've grown up that's for sure. I'm more likely to defend myself now and I don't put up with crap. And people don't mess with me. I'm not shy anymore. Hehehe, I definately am way out-going now.
I will not be a push over.
I will be nice.
I will not curse.
I will stand up for what is right.
I will not cry.
I will be Mo....because being myself is the best thing I can do.
I will never comform AGAIN to another's wishes. I will NEVER give my heart again to someone so easily. I will NEVER hurt those I love.
And I will NEVER...have ill thoughts about being with Nate. I say, screw all you who say I've been tied down too long! I will not discourage what a great relationship I have. I will not give up on it until the last spark of love has gone out...and if it does go out, I will try, try with all I am, to rekindle it!
And I vow, I will make out with Nate the next time I see him!....or at least give him a passionate kiss before I met into a puddle and hide in a corner. ^_^
Those are my New Year resolutions.
Amen!
Novenber 2004 -
T3H B4K4 last Rambled @
11:45:00 PM
Cookies?-[ Cookies!]
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