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wRamblings of a Giggling Baka |
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Heed the words of a Psycho!
On The 01-09-05, The Baka Is Currently....
Feeling...Remoseful
Listening To...Magic by the Cars
Wearing...MASH shirt and MASH Pjs
Talking to...no one
Eating...nada
Drinking...Pepsi One
Reading...Too many books!
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Can You See Me?
Sunday, January 09, 2005 |
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I know that I won't cry because there is somebody, somebody waiting for me....
I get myself down so easily. I don't know I do it.
I don't really care about my grades, I mean i got a 3.1 but I'll work harder this semester....But i get myself down with the relationships I have with people.
I dun know, I'm a moron.
Pure and simple.
I miss Sarah. I miss having her as my best friend, I miss going over to her house and watching movies or reading magazines...I miss our agruments about country music...I miss just being able to give her a hug.
I miss Ashley. She isn't open with me...never has been. She's open with Sarah and Dane and Keith...and yeah...
I miss Nate. I miss....being able to sit in dream about him in class but I don't know because I'm too busy trying to pay attention. I miss just...a lot of things that I won't get into.
I mean I think I am trying to replace like Sarah and Ashley a bit with different people...
But I reall,y, really miss the Crack Team.
I miss Meaghan and Cate and Aly and John and Lindsey and Jill and everyone!
I feel horriblr about what I've done with Sarah and how things can never be right again...and I sometimes wonder if she misses me. I doubt it. I really doubt it if she can see pass asshole in a can Russell effing May.
I'm bitter, so bitter, and I can't let go.
All well.
Kudos.
Mo
T3H B4K4 last Rambled @
1:44:00 PM
Cookies?-[ Cookies!]
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