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wRamblings of a Giggling Baka |
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Heed the words of a Psycho!
On The 01-09-05, The Baka Is Currently....
Feeling...Remoseful
Listening To...Magic by the Cars
Wearing...MASH shirt and MASH Pjs
Talking to...no one
Eating...nada
Drinking...Pepsi One
Reading...Too many books!
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Can You See Me?
Tuesday, August 27, 2002 |
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Ramble Topic One: School is interesting
I had band adutions thingies on Monday. I was complimented on my work. I'm actually a good clarinet player person. ^_^ Which is cool, ya know. I need to practice my saxaphone sometime soon... I'm also gonna hopefully get lessons for the guitar with Mr Semler and Aly is gonna take them with me. I may get violin lessons too. Depends though, ya know?
Nothing much has been happening at school...same old, same old...Though I think I may be getting on some pplz nerves...::sighs:: Perhaps I should go back to my queit little self that doesn't talk to no one...I rather do that then annoy someone that I don't wanna annoy...::sighs again:: I'm a sad person, that I am....
I don't have much to say so...on to the next topic...
Ramble Topic Two: Poetry...I suck at it...
Because
I hide my feelings
With a mask on my face
Smiling and laughing
When in truth I�m crying
For reasons unknown to anyone but me
My heart is crying out to be set free
To show the world who I really am
Senstive, not cold hearted
Loud, not quiet
Annoying, not stuck up
There are more of what I am and am not
But only when the ones I care most about are around me
Can my heart be set free
The walls I�ve built
I thought were unbreakable
That my emotions were locked away
But in truth, they were only crumbling
Only to fall when I needed them the most
Why does this world have to be so cruel?
Why can�t we all get along and not put each other down?
Why was I put here on this earth of suffering and hate?
I know my life isn�t the worst there is
I know my friends are going though the same things
I know that some of their lives are much worst then mine
But I would gladly trade places with them
If only to ease their pain for a while
Before we have to return to the reality of our lives
They�re what make my life worth the pain
The suffering
The hate
They�re what keeps me going
I want to be here for them
Becuase they are always there for me
I�ve promised myself that I would never lose a friend
For any reason
That I will always be there for them
And that�s what I plan to do
For now and forever
I will always be there for my friends
Because they were there for me
::shrugs:: Next....
The Last Ramble Topic: Nate Dear
Naaaaaaate.....Nate is so wonderful! For some strange reason my friends are jealous...I don't even see why they should be jealous...::sighs:: I hate life...But its my friends that make my life bearable, ya know. My poor friends too...::sniffs:: Life isn't fair...I wish all our lives (my friends and I) could be better...Then life would be good...right?
I'm supposed to be tlaking about how much I love Nate Dear...but I can't help it...My friends are a major thing in my life and if they're sad or depressed or something like that it effects me. I dislike sad/depressed/mad people no matter who they are...even if they are my worst enemy...I'm a softy...I can't help it...::sighs:: How did I end up in this mood again....I need Nate...Why can't we live closer...Least we talk to each other every night, which is cool. He's me too. He's so sweet....::sighs happily:: The good mood has returned! YEAH! Time to sleep though...
Buenos Noches Till Next Time! ::hops away to bedy by::
T3H B4K4 last Rambled @
9:52:00 PM
Cookies?-[ Cookies!]
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