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Heed the words of a Psycho!
On The 01-09-05, The Baka Is Currently....
Feeling...Remoseful
Listening To...Magic by the Cars
Wearing...MASH shirt and MASH Pjs
Talking to...no one
Eating...nada
Drinking...Pepsi One
Reading...Too many books!
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Can You See Me?
Saturday, January 18, 2003 |
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Ramble Topic One: ....The Past...
::coughs:: Yeah...I was in a lovely mood back then wasn't I. ^_^;; Whoops...goes to show I am pretty unstable with emotions I suppose. Yeah...::sighs:: I still feel pretty bad ya know. Aly's been there for me since I was in 5th grade and of course some part of my mind blocked out the fact she was hurting. I shoulda known it too. Cause she's told once or twice. To blind to see the road ahead of me...to stubborn to fall back behind. ::nods:: That I am.
Hmmm...let's see...::counts fingers:: ...four or five years that I've been friends with Aly? You'd think I'd know better. Of course I've known Nate only about three years...over letters and the internet...I'll tell it was shock to find out that he had a crush on me. ::giggles stupidly:: I had a secret crush on him since about the summer before 8th grade. But of course I;ve kept my mouth shut on that subject for the longest time.
Hmmm...friends...ya know Lawrence and Aly kept me going in 8th. Lawrence is just so caring and an awesome person to be around. Aly always supported me so...yeah, ya know. Those two were such good friends that year. I need to call Lawrence...gotta remember that.
My 7th grade year was the worst and the best. There was Jenny, Aly, Shawn, and Lawrence. Four awesome people. Hehehe, Jenny renewed my interest in my game boy and in reading. Aly was just...Aly. Hehehe, she got me into writing and Anime. Shawn got me into awesome book series and gaming again. Lawrence was just...Lawrence I suppose. He basically just was a good friend.
So many friends that I've lost...The Vanderwaals...The coolest bunch of sibilings (minus Nathan) I've ever known. I remember when Beth, Emily, Joey, and me talked for like two hours on the phone. Playing days for them to come over and for me to come there....but it never happened. They moved...I still have Joey's book too. I wonder if I will be able to return it to him. There's Shawn too...I mean he was the coolest, nicest, hell the funniest guy I knew in 5th-7th. We were also in the same class so we were always partners. Then hell, the Jerk Gene appeared. I basically dispise his guts now...but I'll never hate the memory of him. The good sides that I knew. Britt and me basically have drifted apart. We were really good friends from 2nd-7th then yeah...ya know how the world works. He didn't get mean or anything. He's still the same(I do talk to him) but we've just grown apart. And I'm afraid that's happening with me and a few people....so many great things...but you can only so much of a good thing before it's gone...ya know.
Everything I've written in here is basically an apoligy to all the people I've hurt due to me always talking about Nate and how wonderful he is. And he is wonderful. But there are so many others that support me. I love all of them. Nate, Aly, Lawrence, the Vanderwaals...everyone last one of them. Sorry to all the things I've done that have hurt ya'll...I'll try to keep my big mouth shut. Thank you all though.
Did anyone notice that Didn't ramble about my Internet buddies? ^_~ Later, ya'll, later.
T3H B4K4 last Rambled @
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