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Can You See Me? Monday, September 22, 2003 ::curls up in her corner with her hoard of blankets:: I feel like crying so bad...I just want to let all my emotions flow through the tears so that I don't feel this emptiness within me...But it won't help...I'll always feel empty when I'm seperated from Nate...Seriously, he has stolen away something from within me and keeps it locks up and only returns it when I'm with him...least that's what it feels like. Even when I am with people...I feel so alone...so lost...I just want him to be near me and hold me...to tell me everything is all right and that he'll always protect me...He's my bestest (guy)friend...He knows everything about me that there is to know...he's always been here for me and he hasn't let me down yet... And I think about him constantly...most people really don't notice it but when I write I'm always thinking of him...thinking how I can involve his lvoe and kindness into the story...His quiet kind way of showing me he loves me... is it wrong to be in love so young? is it wrong for me to believe that I'm in love? ::sighs:: I just want to curl up next to him and watch a movie...just to let time drift in his strong, supportive arms....He's my pillar of strength...usually whenever I get into trouble, I'll look at his picture and pray to God for strength...and in a way I feel that Nate is with me in Spirit...if you can understand that...it's confusing...I've just bonded with him so much since we've started to go out...like more then a year ago... I probably sound like a babbling moron... No one can help me except for God and someone that can drive... Who knows where I'll find a driver...My mom is working I think...which means no movies friday...no Nate...no fun at all... Maybe...ugh...I don't know anymore! ::cries:: I JUST WANT MY NATE, FOR THE LOVE OF COOKIES!! IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK FOR?! T3H B4K4 last Rambled @ 9:45:00 PM Cookies?-[ Cookies!] What's Your Ramble? Post a Comment