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Can You See Me? Thursday, May 20, 2004 I am at a point where...I don't know who I really am. Ya know those days...you just sit there and ask "what am i doing? what are my goals? who are my friends? who do I love?" I can sit...and make up all sorts of answers to what I believe is true but what is true? And then as I think that, I remember...why should I worry about who loves me? It matters who I love. I have given my love to people and now I am weary of love...The only person that I've truly given myself to that hasn't broken me yet is Nate. He has been the perfect friend and the perfect boyfriend. He's there to listen, he always understands....He's just so wonderful (and I finally get to see him TOMORROW!). I used to think I was...to say, "in love" with Sarah. I would've done anything for her she asked without a second thought. Now though...I'm just like "whatever, why should I waste energy when I get dumped on the sideline?" I just don't try anymore with her. And in truth, I am sort of becoming back to myself...Which makes me happy. Cause, not being myself...was not fun. Though I now I am so far away from my former self I don't know who I am! I changed myself to confirm to Ashley and Sarah and where has it gotten me? Nowhere but heartbreak! But yeah...sometimes I wonder if I just do too much or too little... Well, on lighter notes, Party at Meggy's tomorrow! Hehehe, which means I finally get to reveal the gifts for Cate and Meggy. WOOT! Well, I'm missing part of it cause I misplaced certain parts of the gifts and now I need to consult people to find it again. Lol. Stupid Mo but all well! I shall find them! Anywho, study time. Byebyes! ~Mo~ T3H B4K4 last Rambled @ 7:27:00 PM Cookies?-[ Cookies!] What's Your Ramble? Post a Comment