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wRamblings of a Giggling Baka |
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Heed the words of a Psycho!
On The 01-09-05, The Baka Is Currently....
Feeling...Remoseful
Listening To...Magic by the Cars
Wearing...MASH shirt and MASH Pjs
Talking to...no one
Eating...nada
Drinking...Pepsi One
Reading...Too many books!
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Can You See Me?
Monday, August 23, 2004 |
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Auto response from HersheyDoGG:
My Statements as of now:
Life sucks.
I hate people.
Men should die.
Anything involving sex should be kicked off the earth.
Friends should come BEFORE love life.
Showers are good.
Food is better.
Happiness doesn't exist.
Neither does love, so there, HA!
~ Annoy me later...i'm in the shower, drowning away my anger and sadness as of now.
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Okay, topic one...
A) Life sucks.
- Supported facts: Well let's see...it rains! ^_^;; I dun know...it just seems like there's nothing of importance to be done, things to be said, or people to see. It's like...I'm stuck in this bubble secluded from everyone...looking in on the inside and going 'Huh...that's nice...' And sometimes...I just feel really alone. I mean, I've basically have no best friends...and the close friends I have are...Nate, who isn't the best at girl talk for obivious reasons lol, then there's Aly who i don't wanna burden cause she like goes through hell and back a lot....Meggy but she's in college and hard to contact, God...I miss her...Ashley, but she's kinda like Nate...a good listener but not good at giving advice. There's of course Darci and Cate but I dun feel...well, my personal life should stay my own...I tell them things yes, but there are just somethings I can't people...I guess I feel alone because It seems like I can't open up to anyone...I did once...and I can't do it again. I can't risk being forgotten or regretted again...it hurts too much....So, yeah, Life sucks.
B) I hate people.
- Supported facts: They're so...condensing...mean...vulgar...evil...dirty...horrid...and so many other words. I dun wanna be part of the human race. I wanna be an angel...something pure, undirtied...more intuned with God...I don't wanna hate, have anger, or murder with words...You see these wars caused by hate and discimination and you wonder why they were taught to hate and who taught them to hate and if the cycle will forever go on. You have wonder why God put this on this earth and how you are to live...sometimes it's too hard just to live when there's sin surrounding you and you're left in your own little pool of light...and then your light starts to fade...all there's left to do is cry out for help and pray that someone will come. And ya know, usually someone does...either in the form of a friend, a family member, a teacher, or just a sign...help does come and chase the evil away from your humanity...just why...did there have to be hate? This is why I hate people.
C) Men should die.
- Supported Facts: Cause I said so. No really...they are just too many assholes that are "men" and not enough of the nice boys anymore...and they...just don't know how to live anymore or what it means to live in a God-pleasing way, though I'm sure not a lot really care...but yeah...Men Should die cause they have too much testerone.
D) Anything that involves sex should be kicked off this earth (unless it involves marriage).
- Supported Facts: It screws up life. The end.
E) Friends should come BEFORE love life.
- Supported Facts: Well, the obivious...the situation that I had to Sarah. And she wonders why I'm reluctant to let her be close again...I dun know...fear...pure fear that I have. I try to mix Nate with my friends, and my friends with Nate. I believe that we should all be together...I dun know, my friend's are my most important aspect of life. That's why they have always come before Nate...Nate holds a special place in my heart that belongs to only him, but my friend's have made my being into what it is. I owe it all to them therefore they are the people highest on my list that I love....but Love...is just a screwed up thing....Friends should come before love life...cause your boy/girlfriend may not last all that long, but you're friends will last forever....
F) Showers are good.
- Supported fact: They relieve stress...and help you think...therefore Showers are good.
G) Food is better.
- Supported Fact: Brings happiness...fulfills you...and something to enjoy.
H) Happiness Doesn't exsist.
- Supported Fact: I ran out of a reasons with all the other stuff I wrote...I just feel like I've been run over, taken for granted, ignored, abused, and forgotten....
I) And neither does love, so there, HA.
- Supported Fact: see above.
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In the gist, my life isn't hell but it feels like it....I feel alone and forsaken by people I thought I loved and loved me back...I dun know...I miss Fizzy and Meaghan a lot...I miss...what I had...I miss...being me....
T3H B4K4 last Rambled @
8:15:00 PM
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