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wRamblings of a Giggling Baka |
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Heed the words of a Psycho!
On The 01-09-05, The Baka Is Currently....
Feeling...Remoseful
Listening To...Magic by the Cars
Wearing...MASH shirt and MASH Pjs
Talking to...no one
Eating...nada
Drinking...Pepsi One
Reading...Too many books!
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Can You See Me?
Sunday, December 26, 2004 |
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I have deemed today a Rant Day.
Why?
Well let's see...
A) I'm getting yelled for spending time with Tara. Damn you all.
B) The one person I wanna see over break, when she's home from college, hasn't even called me. Screw you all.
C) I can't do my dad's freaking jackets anymore and there's nothing else to wash! And if I don't do SOMETHING I'm stuck in my house all week. Jerk off.
D) I just purely HATE depressing holiday journal posts. I can understand why it is horrid but really...do you need to ruins EVERYONE'S happiness just because YOU AREN'T HAPPY?! Assholes.
::takes a deep breath::
Yes, I going overboard.
Yes, I am angry.
But you know what...I listen to everyone's complients and sorrows and heartbreaks...and I am entitled to just YELL and SCREAM and stomp my feet in anger!
But I am not good at being angry...I'm all ready feeling guilty.
And all I can say, that if you are jealous of Tara, don't be. The only reason I'm endlessly stalking her is cause she lives so close...I mean she lives 5 minutes away and she's a wonderful person to just...hang out with.
::sigh:: Better then Sarah that's for sure...Wow, I have no idea what is happening with me and her. I mean...i still have feelings for her...but then again, everytime I see her, I just wanna kill something....I am such a jealous witch...All well.
Life goes on.
I am sad about how Meaghan hasn't called me to do anything...I guess I'm just moving apart from her...as I am from the rest of the Crack Team. They can have Stuart...Sadly, the only people I like to hang out with anymore are:
Jake, Nate, Alicia, Aly, Cate, Tara, Corbi, Ashley, and sometimes Sarah
All well...am I growing up?
Am I finally getting doses of reality?
Or am I just Mo...simple and kind-hearted...::sigh:: A bleeding heart never heals after it's been broken once...and it doesn't trust easily again...
Cookies just don't bake on their own either...every relationship takes two people...one to give and one to receive...and one person just can't give all the time and never receive anything back from it all...
Life is a saddening place.
But there is still love and cookies...hugs and friends.
They are just hard to find sometimes...
I'm sorry if I ranted and was mean...
I'm just...sad.
Hugs and Kudos,
Mo
T3H B4K4 last Rambled @
1:41:00 PM
Cookies?-[ Cookies!]
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